So far today has been the best day I've had in quite awhile. First I woke up around 7:30 (which was a little early but oh well) and decided to go to Chapters to pick up a book I'd ordered. So I fix my hair (which I just cut yesterday) and it turns out exactly how I wanted it too. Then I make myself a cup of mint tea and read for about half an hour and then I go do my make-up (again it turns out how I wanted it to). I got my shoes on and caught the bus to Chapters.
I got my book and then went to Wal-mart (I have a gift certificate for there) to get some mousse. However, I changed my mind and got hairspray instead (same brand and scent though). I thought it was $9 and change but when I got to the checkout counter it was only $3 and change.
Then I went to Tim Hortons (yay Roll Up The Rim!) for lunch (coffee and a turkey bacon club). I rolled the rim but didn't get anything. Figuring it was no big deal I bought a lemon doughnut and a cafe mocha to go. I went back to the mall figuring I could check out the price of a pair of leggings and a tunic-style shirt before I caught the bus back home. First I finished off my snack, and this time when I rolled the rim I won a free doughnut!
Then I went to one of my favorite stores in the mall to look at leggings, etc. In the end I decided on a couple outfits I could make but since I have a small clothing budget I can't afford anymore clothes this month without going over my limit. So I intend to go back next month sometime. After that I browsed a couple more stores and then got on the 12:38 bus home. An elderly man accidentally dropped his groceries so I helped him pick them up (a boy helped too). So then the man and I talked casually until I had to get off. He thanked me again and we wished each other a good day.
All in all I've had a great day that I hope will stay that way. ^^
March 31, 2010
March 26, 2010
Life
Who would think
That what once was the best thing
In my life
Could at times become
The worst.
Freedom and independence
At the high price
Of my now fragile sanity.
That what once was the best thing
In my life
Could at times become
The worst.
Freedom and independence
At the high price
Of my now fragile sanity.
March 21, 2010
Stress Level: Moderate
So last Friday I was on the verge of having a breakdown. Not fun.
In the end I went back to visit my parents for the weekend. It was really good to get away from all the stress I've been experiencing lately. I mean, I was so stressed I wasn't really eating. I slept more and more. I basically was hiding in my room because I didn't want to have to deal with my housemates, namely R and C. Honestly, now that I'm back I still don't. I will. But I don't want to. You know?
On a more positive note though I finally got a call back. I have a job interview soon and I also plan on doing some volunteer work in the area. At the very least I'll get out of the house more often.
I'm also thinking about calling another house meeting. The way I see it, we need to have a chore schedule. Otherwise very little gets done. Even if the schedule doesn't help it's not like it'll hurt either right?
Anyway that's it for right now. I honestly hope I don't have anything to write about for a while.
In the end I went back to visit my parents for the weekend. It was really good to get away from all the stress I've been experiencing lately. I mean, I was so stressed I wasn't really eating. I slept more and more. I basically was hiding in my room because I didn't want to have to deal with my housemates, namely R and C. Honestly, now that I'm back I still don't. I will. But I don't want to. You know?
On a more positive note though I finally got a call back. I have a job interview soon and I also plan on doing some volunteer work in the area. At the very least I'll get out of the house more often.
I'm also thinking about calling another house meeting. The way I see it, we need to have a chore schedule. Otherwise very little gets done. Even if the schedule doesn't help it's not like it'll hurt either right?
Anyway that's it for right now. I honestly hope I don't have anything to write about for a while.
March 18, 2010
Stupidity Is A Disease. A Highly Contagious Disease.
Today I was out applying for some more jobs. After I finished I headed to the nearest mall to catch the bus I knew ran by there. It was a nice day out which made my walk more enjoyable. Anyway, when I got to the bus stop I checked when the next bus would come. It was scheduled to arrive in about 10 minutes. I decided to wait, seeing as it would take longer to walk home than it would to wait for the bus.
A couple minutes in and an elderly couple walked by with a largish, beautiful dog and two grandchildren. Naturally I asked to pet the dog, they had no problem with this so I got to scratch the lovely, albeit wet, dog. I talked with the little girl for a moment or two as well. I don't really like kids but she was an adorable little red-head so I guess it wasn't so bad. At least she wasn't crying. ^^;; After that they left.
About a minute before the bus arrived three young males (I would guess they weren't much older than 20 each) came to the bus stop. As usual I ignored them because they held no interest for me. Then the one guy pulled some stuff out of his backpack and started to roll what I had assumed was a cigarette. I was vaguely disgusted but it wasn't a real problem. One bus pulled up but it wasn't the one I needed to get home so I kept waiting. Two of the three guys started to head toward the bus but the one rolling something started swearing at them and told them to wait for the next bus. He also said something to the extent of, 'I'm not done rolling this joint!' I was shocked. Here we all were, in public and these losers were rolling a joint of weed! Which they then proceed to talk about, while also complaining about a broken truck.
At the time I hadn't even thought of calling the cops. I was too busy trying not to bitch out these stupid little druggie losers. I managed to control that urge, luckily because they were all larger than me and even though we were in a public place I couldn't be certain they wouldn't retaliate. I just wish I had thought to call the cops. Losers like that need to learn they aren't above the law.
I know there's a lot of controversy about pot. I know some people think it's okay or that it should be legal but I disagree. It is very harmful. Obviously I couldn't really say anything if it were legal, no more than I complain about cigarettes at least. However, at this current time it is still illegal. I wish people were smart enough not to use it but I suppose the reality is, most people are stupid. One way or another.
Myself as well. I don't do illegal drugs but I've done other stupid things, and will probably do stupid things in the future. So please don't get all pissy at me and say that I'm the stupid one. I am one of the stupid ones yes, but not that kind of stupid. Nor am I a hypocrite, I don't think my mistakes are okay, just like I don't condone these other people's 'mistakes'. So no need to get angry with me about something stupid like this.
God I hate people sometimes.
A couple minutes in and an elderly couple walked by with a largish, beautiful dog and two grandchildren. Naturally I asked to pet the dog, they had no problem with this so I got to scratch the lovely, albeit wet, dog. I talked with the little girl for a moment or two as well. I don't really like kids but she was an adorable little red-head so I guess it wasn't so bad. At least she wasn't crying. ^^;; After that they left.
About a minute before the bus arrived three young males (I would guess they weren't much older than 20 each) came to the bus stop. As usual I ignored them because they held no interest for me. Then the one guy pulled some stuff out of his backpack and started to roll what I had assumed was a cigarette. I was vaguely disgusted but it wasn't a real problem. One bus pulled up but it wasn't the one I needed to get home so I kept waiting. Two of the three guys started to head toward the bus but the one rolling something started swearing at them and told them to wait for the next bus. He also said something to the extent of, 'I'm not done rolling this joint!' I was shocked. Here we all were, in public and these losers were rolling a joint of weed! Which they then proceed to talk about, while also complaining about a broken truck.
At the time I hadn't even thought of calling the cops. I was too busy trying not to bitch out these stupid little druggie losers. I managed to control that urge, luckily because they were all larger than me and even though we were in a public place I couldn't be certain they wouldn't retaliate. I just wish I had thought to call the cops. Losers like that need to learn they aren't above the law.
I know there's a lot of controversy about pot. I know some people think it's okay or that it should be legal but I disagree. It is very harmful. Obviously I couldn't really say anything if it were legal, no more than I complain about cigarettes at least. However, at this current time it is still illegal. I wish people were smart enough not to use it but I suppose the reality is, most people are stupid. One way or another.
Myself as well. I don't do illegal drugs but I've done other stupid things, and will probably do stupid things in the future. So please don't get all pissy at me and say that I'm the stupid one. I am one of the stupid ones yes, but not that kind of stupid. Nor am I a hypocrite, I don't think my mistakes are okay, just like I don't condone these other people's 'mistakes'. So no need to get angry with me about something stupid like this.
God I hate people sometimes.
March 16, 2010
Well....So Much For My Emo 'Aspirations'
The past four days have been really good. Over the weekend my friends Rk and A came to visit. I hadn't seen them in about a half year. I really missed them. On Sunday and Monday we had a dog over. He was huge and really lovable. Even though he woke me up four times Monday morning I was still sad when he left, and I hope he comes back soon. My best friend, Y, came over yesterday and spent the night. I've only seen her twice now since I moved. I think she's probably one of the things I miss most about QB. I was really happy to see her, I always have fun around her. I just wish I didn't have to share her with my housemates. :P Oh well.
I really wanted to go to her place but I hadn't planned ahead so I had to go home. It's probably for the best though. I should keep applying for jobs here. It's only a matter of time before I get one.
On another note I got a new nose ring today. It's a small, dark blue hoop with a ball-shaped fastener. I'm still trying to get used to it, but so far I like it.
That's all for today, and hey, this one wasn't a whine fest. Woo!
Bye for now.
I really wanted to go to her place but I hadn't planned ahead so I had to go home. It's probably for the best though. I should keep applying for jobs here. It's only a matter of time before I get one.
On another note I got a new nose ring today. It's a small, dark blue hoop with a ball-shaped fastener. I'm still trying to get used to it, but so far I like it.
That's all for today, and hey, this one wasn't a whine fest. Woo!
Bye for now.
March 12, 2010
Money grows on trees. Oh wait, no it doesn't.
So today my housemate C got her first paycheck. She went to a store (one that she loves I might add) to buy bus tickets so she could go to work. I worried a little but figured she would be mature about it. I thought this because she owes me more than a hundred dollars, and she also owes all our other housemates money. On top of that she has a credit card that's basically maxed out. All in all she's way in debt.
So. Instead of doing the mature thing, buying the tickets and then paying off her credit card before it accrues too much interest, she blew a bunch of money on crap. Her excuse was that it was her first pay check. She doesn't get paid for another two weeks and guess what? That's when our rent is due.
C is older than me. I would think that she would be a little more mature but she just threw her money at unnecessary crap. I think I'm justified in being pissed. Yes it's her money. However, it affects me too. Am I wrong?
So. Instead of doing the mature thing, buying the tickets and then paying off her credit card before it accrues too much interest, she blew a bunch of money on crap. Her excuse was that it was her first pay check. She doesn't get paid for another two weeks and guess what? That's when our rent is due.
C is older than me. I would think that she would be a little more mature but she just threw her money at unnecessary crap. I think I'm justified in being pissed. Yes it's her money. However, it affects me too. Am I wrong?
March 11, 2010
One bad apple...
I'm starting to get really pissed off at one of my housemates. I'll just call him R. He seems to think he can do no wrong. He's always complaining about this, that, or the next thing. Lately, he's been taking his 'bad days' out on me. Today he was complaining about how our housemate C puts a collar on her cat before letting him outside. Honestly though! We live in a city, we worry that he might get lost. R just scoffs, even after I mentioned how my grandma has known people whose cats have been trapped and moved far away. It happens but he's in denial.
It's really frustrating when I'll mention something that bugs me about one of our other housemates and he says something to the extent of, "You should have more faith in your housemates." Yeah. Like he's one to talk.
Now don't take this the wrong way. I don't mind living with him but I just wish he wasn't so pissy all the time. It's really starting to get on my nerves and I don't really think he cares.
I wish there were some way to get through to him but I'm not sure I can.
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Names have been changed to protect the identities of my housemates
It's really frustrating when I'll mention something that bugs me about one of our other housemates and he says something to the extent of, "You should have more faith in your housemates." Yeah. Like he's one to talk.
Now don't take this the wrong way. I don't mind living with him but I just wish he wasn't so pissy all the time. It's really starting to get on my nerves and I don't really think he cares.
I wish there were some way to get through to him but I'm not sure I can.
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Names have been changed to protect the identities of my housemates
March 9, 2010
A Typical Day
I lay here, warm and snug, eventually
I gather energy to sit and look at the clock-
Earlier than I hoped, I sigh and rise anyway
Grab clothing, then wander down the hall
For a morning shower.
Exit, warm and clean
Go back to my room, turn the computer on
I fiddle and play, check emails
But before long I leave in need of
My caffeine fix.
Three cups of coffee, black-no sugar,
Later and I’m ready for sustenance
Open fridge door
Nothing’s inside
I guess it’s no real surprise.
Back to the coffee pot
Two cups later
Hunger a distant memory
Venture to the living room
For casual conversation.
No excitement to be had
Nothing to do, off I go, back to my room
After more computer time
I leave again, to be greeted again by my boredom
And snide comments from a disgruntled housemate.
A few moments pass, boredom still holding
A few more comments, before I reply
My sarcasm ignored; the only comment,
“That wasn’t a compliment”
And I wish strongly for a better retaliation.
Before too long dinner is served
Eaten mostly in silence
Except the occasional compliment
Then desert, more fruit than I’ve eaten in a while
Finally full, I mention bed.
Same disgruntled housemate
Replies, “Then go to bed or don’t
it’s simple.” Anger rises again
Before I speak up or out,
I grab my phone and escape once more.
Now here I sit.
Typing out my anger and frustration
He will never know
Even if he cared
Which I’m almost positive he doesn’t.
I gather energy to sit and look at the clock-
Earlier than I hoped, I sigh and rise anyway
Grab clothing, then wander down the hall
For a morning shower.
Exit, warm and clean
Go back to my room, turn the computer on
I fiddle and play, check emails
But before long I leave in need of
My caffeine fix.
Three cups of coffee, black-no sugar,
Later and I’m ready for sustenance
Open fridge door
Nothing’s inside
I guess it’s no real surprise.
Back to the coffee pot
Two cups later
Hunger a distant memory
Venture to the living room
For casual conversation.
No excitement to be had
Nothing to do, off I go, back to my room
After more computer time
I leave again, to be greeted again by my boredom
And snide comments from a disgruntled housemate.
A few moments pass, boredom still holding
A few more comments, before I reply
My sarcasm ignored; the only comment,
“That wasn’t a compliment”
And I wish strongly for a better retaliation.
Before too long dinner is served
Eaten mostly in silence
Except the occasional compliment
Then desert, more fruit than I’ve eaten in a while
Finally full, I mention bed.
Same disgruntled housemate
Replies, “Then go to bed or don’t
it’s simple.” Anger rises again
Before I speak up or out,
I grab my phone and escape once more.
Now here I sit.
Typing out my anger and frustration
He will never know
Even if he cared
Which I’m almost positive he doesn’t.
Blog Numero Uno
I never thought I'd have a blog. Okay, yeah I thought about it but only because I was bored. I never really thought I'd do something like this. Trusting strangers with random stuff in my head. Stuff I like. Stuff I don't. Opening myself to the scrutiny of people around the world.
Be gentle with me?
Haha...Basically I need an outlet. I recently moved out for the first time and have been having some issues with my housemates, finding a job, and life in general. I don't want this to turn into a whiny blog. It probably will turn out like that a lot though.
Oh well. Here I am. Feel free to follow my screwed up (and by that I mean normal) life. Or don't. I suppose it doesn't really matter.
Be gentle with me?
Haha...Basically I need an outlet. I recently moved out for the first time and have been having some issues with my housemates, finding a job, and life in general. I don't want this to turn into a whiny blog. It probably will turn out like that a lot though.
Oh well. Here I am. Feel free to follow my screwed up (and by that I mean normal) life. Or don't. I suppose it doesn't really matter.
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